Introspection #1: self-pity and frustration

Those two emotions are such an interesting set to expereince. First of all, unlike love or hate or fear, it's a much more ephemeral sensation. I can't point to a specific part of my body and say "this is where I feel it". Nor can I really describe the sensation as analagous to anything else. If anyone can, feel free to comment...

Why do I feel this way? Because it's so friggin hard to find a job! It seems to me that finding the "perfect" job is about as hard as finding the perfect significant other, or the perfect cilmbing partner.

*sigh*

If anyone needs me, I'll be online killing cyborgs and aliens with my battlerifle. Just look for the that's trying to motivate himself into killing ("you're not a bad player... go ahead... take that rifle and aim at that newbie's head.... pull the trigger and... perfect - a head shot! Now do it again to that annoying player in the pink armor with the southern accent")